Here's To The Days

The days we were great, the days we loved, the days we were excited about every coming day, the days we couldn't be left without each other. Here's to the days when we were all smiles and all fun and play and we can't get enough of just staring at each other. 

Here's to the end of those days, here's to the end of the torture that came after the excitement. Here's to the mistakes we made, to the times we felt we fell short of each other's expectations. Here's to the shit we had to endure to make things work. To the lack of communication, to the lack of understanding. To wasting each other's time. To hating each other deep down inside but never had the guts to bring them forward. 

Here's to expectations. Here's to hoping one would live to them. Here's to constantly giving second chances, third, fourth, fifth, sixth, and never seeing change. To disappointments, hate, love, hate, disappointment, loss.  

Here's to the good times we had, the places we went although not many. Here's to the dreams we shared although very brief, the differences we had and how hard we tried to make it work. Here's to the boring times that turned out eventful after all, the little things we did that meant so much to me.  

 Here's to you wanting to prove you're right. Here's to you thinking I hate you. Here's to me not being able to explain why I shunned you off. To me not being able to live up to your dreams. Here's to you being able to find someone better, I'm sure it won't be hard seeing I was so low on your scale. 

Here's to the end of it. 

Here's to good-bye. 

Here's to an opportunity to be friends again, maybe, up to you. But not yet.